Restless me :/

Assalamualaikum and ok hello guys, it’s been awhile I haven't share anything about my recent activities since last week with you guys. I know that some of you been missing me like hell. Am I right? Wrong? Mmm ok... *sad face* Lol ok let the story begin...

As you already know my parents now are in Mecca. I have been missing them so much. My parents didn’t call me. I cried so much about them. Nobody cares about me and yeah it’s been hell for me having my life here without them. I can't stop crying when I started to think about them. It takes three days for me to chill myself out and after had a tiring days of crying, I know I will be okay no matter what.... So it’s just me and my brothers here with me, take care of me. Well actually they are not taking care of me at all. It is me have to take care of their tummy, their dirty clothes. I have to do the house chores. I have to do this, I have to do that. I have to make sure that the house is clean. I have to mop the floor and yah everything that involves with house chores. Even sometimes I don't have time to relax for myself. My Sunday was suck. I hate it and I know that everyone would curse anyone who spoils her/his Sunday or what I usually call it’s a do-nothing-day. But ah I can't complaint anymore. It’s my duty or else.... Nah, I think I will keep it as a secret. I know some of you may say 'Hak elah, c’monlah! You are a 16^th year old teenage girl. You must know everything that is involve with house chores. It’s a nature of woman to do all that'. SOMETIMES, I do agree with that. You know, when you’re getting married with someone, you’re jobless and yes the only way to impress your future-husband is by doing the chores. Keep the house clean and yeah so whatever and SOMETIMES I don’t agree with it cause you know, it is me, Shuhada, the most laziest girl on earth. I don’t do those house chores things. All I do is go gaining more weight, sleep like there is no tomorrow and most importantly is Tweeting. God, I have been addicted to it like hell. I know it’s just a waste of time and who cares?! Oh wait…. My book cares about me. Sorry for haven’t touched you yet. I’m so sorry. You are not sexy enough like Megan Fox. You can’t seduce me like she did LOL Ok. I am so sorry if I did offend some of your feelings this lately. I can’t think any wider and maybe I just need a little more time for me and myself. Nobody can fit in it. I get too much distracted by my own feelings these days. It’s maybe due to my restless life. I admit that I do look much alike a zombie these days. I got my eyebags, my body is getting thinner, and I don’t any appetite to eat. Even sometimes my brother did offer me McDonalds for lunch and I was like Hmm kay its up to you bro, it’s your money, not mine. I guess this is the only way for me to get away from my old recent habits such as text with my friends, watching Spongebob Squarepants like there is no tomorrow. Sometimes, I do miss how it used to be. Mmm ok

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My cell phone is missing and I have been dead looking for it high and low. Anything just tweet me. InsyaAllah, I’ll reply it ASAP.

Assalamualaikum guys, xx :)