Dear parents, please don't leave me alone

Hi, okay this post was supposed to be posted on last Wednesday but I'm too lazy and yah you know on my condition these days. You have to understand me because I don't have any mood to study *daa final exam just around the corner you lazy bum!* , too lazy to chill out with my friends and I yah was too busy with my parents. This very upcoming 19th Oct my parents will be going to take their flight to Mecca and I was like auch no more me sho lazy mood, no more super-delicious food served on the table, no more waking me up when its almost 6.30 a.m. and no more me kissing plus hugging my mommy in the morning just ONLY for 47 days. I bet it MUST BE A VERY-VERY torture 47 days for me when my mommy are not here... With me... Cook for me... I know that my parents are so-super-excited about this and hell yeah they're waiting for this opportunity ever since they're getting older and this is the most perfect time for them to fulfill their dreams. I must be happy for them but the fact is I am not. How can I be happy for them? My mom told me once and she said that she wants to die at Mecca and I was like dying a little inside. I want to go with you mommy. I don't want to let you go. You are the one who teach me to make up my bed, how to comb my hair and so much more. I've been sharing with her about almost everything even that I am the most mischievous and not forgetting the most cutest daughter you've ever had but yah, I still love you no matter what. I hope you will doing fine and everything will work as flawless as a diamond Lol why diamond has to do with that? Mom, I wish you'd read this but nah I'm too shy... That's very cute of me. Am I right? LOL Ah yes, plus my sister-in-law will be giving a birth to her very first baby and yes I'll be babysitting her baby, take a VERY good care of my sister-in-law. Darn it....

Sincerely,   

Nur Shuhada Hassan